Dislike.

Hate

–verb (used with object)

1.

to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion foror extreme hostility toward; detest:

to hate the enemy; tohate bigotry.

2.

to be unwilling; dislike: I hate to do it.

–verb (used without object)

3.

to feel intense dislike, or extreme aversion or hostility.

–noun

4.

intense dislike; extreme aversion or hostility.

5.

the object of extreme aversion or hostility.

This may sound ironic, but I dislike the word "Hate" and it's meaning. It wasn't until recently that I have really felt the true meaning of this word. I've been know for saying "I hate that" or turning my nose up at something. I don't believe I never knew the true power behind the word hate.

I have been taught to forgive and forget. Not to dwell on the past. Always try to find the good in everyone.

But have you ever encountered a situation where you should forgive and forget, but you can't? You want to say it's over. That you're the bigger person. Yet when this matter is brought to attention, every bone in your body aches to scream? Or when talking about it, a wicked flavor crosses over your tongue, leaving you with a horrible feeling? Does it cause you to feel no remorse or sympathy? In the end it cause to feel true hatred.

I want to get past this. I want it to go away. I want a new beginning.